In a corner,
In total darkness,
I feel so abandoned.
No one cares,
No one bothers,
as I shiver through cold winters.
As I cry myself to sleep.
No one is there.
...
Rocking to my own loneliness,
under a grey sky,
with no one to hold me,
And say:
"I'm here"
...But no one is here,
No one ever was.
...
I whither away from this life,
as I am lost in my memories.
memories I made up,
to keep me warm.
It hurts to know that the thoughts were never mine,
to know that I lie to myself,
just to stay alive.
...
I just want for someone,
to tell me it's alright.
I just want,
A place I can call home.
I just want memories of my own.
I just want,
to be...
Loved.